Wednesday, March 07, 2012

i'm singing my blues

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I know, I haven't blogged properly in the longest time and I come back with possibly one of my boring-est and safest outfits yet. Have I lost all hope of creative and unique quality? Am I becoming a bland and unappealing person? Will I begin to conform to society's standards of skinny jeans and american apparel hoodies and birkenstock sandles? 
Oh God, I hope not. 


Blue Button-Up Shirt - Thrifted
High Waisted Shorts - Aritzia 
Black Lace-Up Boots - Spring

It's been a bittersweet week. The first few days were just terrible. It's been a mess of trying to figure out my future and, for a lack of less melodramatic words, "who I am". As well as dealing with a lot of people (friends..people.. augh.. feelings.. relationships.. cry cry cry) and "drama"(ensue crying).
This second part is really strange on my behalf because I don't usually involve myself so much with people. Not as in I'm antisocial (or so I would hope) but more and more these days I just try to stay neutral and out of things.

Nevertheless, my efforts have clearly gone to hell because people insist on getting involved with each other in the most idiotic of ways and overall just transforming me into the equivalent of a Mother dealing with a son who smokes crack or a teenage daughter who leaves condom wrappers on the car floor..... I don't even know what I'm trying to say anymore but it's THAT FRUSTRATING.

If this ever blows over and goes away I think I'm just going to crawl into a hole and hibernate away from people forever... good plan? 

This being said.. things seem to be on the road to getting better but yeah.. it seems like a ritual for me to complain in my blog now. Don't you just love the smell of teenage angst?
Haha, I know. Sorry guys. I didn't mean to harass you with this painfully awkward and dramatic mass of pointless text! Please forgive me. 



Anyways... reasons for rejoicement- we had the most incredible weather in Toronto today. Also I have almost fully recovered from a month long sickness... Hurrah! I celebrated by doing my first outdoor shoot without running inside every two minutes for a 'warm-up break'. 

Honestly... these shoots are actually so tiring. I love taking pictures, but this is not photography. This is setting-up-tripod-10-test-shots-run-back-and-forth-between-camera-to-adjust-tripod-and-set-timer. 
I think I'm gonna try to trick my boyfriend into being my photographer? I dunno.. hope he doesn't read this haha. 
 Especially with the weather getting warmer it'd be so nice to get out there and have a change of scenery every once in a while. I love being a one-woman show.. but at the same time, I don't like being a one-woman show? (Make up your mind, woman!) Or maybe just not with shooting.. it's so counterproductive. 


Any Toronto fashion bloggers out there wanna come here and we can like shoot for each other? That'd be so nice. 


32 comments:

  1. Dem legs *__* Nonsense, a chambray button up is never boring and plain! You could pull off anything you wore, so jelly! I hope things start looking up for you, it sounds so frustrating overwhelming. And maybe it's universal, I know a lot of people (including myself) that have been feeling this way too, but there's always a new day tomorrow! Let's stay positive :) As much as I love the rain, we've been experiencing mini flooding here and that's causing delays in transport which doesn't help when I need to get to uni, zzz.

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    1. LOLLL bambi $: you flatterr meee , but i know it ain't true!
      thanks so much.. it is and i'm sure it's one of those moments everyone gets from time to time.. or so i should hope. tryna stay as positive as possible(:
      WHAT? flooding? that's crazy... at least you get a few rain days at home hopefully? hope the weather improves for you! D;

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  2. I love your button up shirt! looks so effortlessly laidback!
    I need to find a pair of black shorts like your's soon!
    Hope things are looking on the bright side for you soon!
    Krissy xoxo

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    1. thank you! (:
      mhmm goodluck.. maybe forever 21?
      thanks <3

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  3. Great outfit! Wish i lived in toronto haha x

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    1. thank you!
      yeah it's a great place to be :')

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  4. i love your boots and your denim!
    you always wear a great outfit ♥

    claireteressa.blogspot.com

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  5. Love your style!! I hope that u can look at my blog! maybe we can follow each other :D


    http://photodannyfoto.blogspot.com/

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  6. Nice outfit. You look amazing!!

    Hope things will get better for you soon!!

    xoxo
    Lizzo

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  7. cool! love the denim jacket <3
    wanna follow each other?

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  8. don't worry you still don't look like one of these ordinary girls in skinny jeans and hoodie ;)
    you look great! simple, casual but still fashionable

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    1. awww thanks, makes me feel slightly more reassured (':
      thank you so much <3

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  9. I love how laidback this outfit is! Your button-up is so pretty :)

    http://www.rougefox.com/

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    1. thank youu (:
      and thanks for checking out my blog, you're amazing!

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  10. cool outfit! those shorts make your legs to look so long!

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  11. i love the way your wore this denim shirt! very nice and simple! lovely blog you have here!
    xx

    www.citylaundry.blogspot.com

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  12. lovely photos and love the outfit too!!! <3

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  13. Nice outfit!

    http://initialed.blogspot.com

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  14. You look amazing dear!
    I would like to invite you enter my Romwe giveawy: you can win an amazing collar and 40 $ freebies! ;)

    And following you! <3

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    1. thank youu (:
      oh reallyy? thatd be awesome <3

      thanks so much, i'll check out your blog too (:

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  15. Hope you can trick your boyfriend into being your photographer, it's so much more fun than setting up a timer. My boyfriend has recently begun to love playing photographer. Love your look.

    xo erica

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    1. ahah i hope so! :(
      daww lucky you :)
      thanks so muchh <3

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